I open my eyes, I try to see, but I'm blinded by the white light. I can't remember how, I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight. And I can't stand the pain, I can't make it go away! Everybody's screaming and I try to make a sound, but no one hears me. I'm slipping off the edge, I'm hanging by a thread, I wanna start this over again. So I try to hold on to a time when nothing mattered, and I can't explain what happened, I can't erase the things that I've done. How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run, but the night goes on, as I'm fading away. I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream.