i'm sick of everything.

Another year begins and i'm here in the same situation, but i don't want this anymore, no more. So, i make my change, be happy in my way.

"I used to be a little bit shy, i kept my deepest feelings inside, 'cause speaking up to you about my emotions has always been hard, but this just can't wait, tonight i feel a little bit brave. So, i won't let one more day pass without you explaining what we are. This is gonna sound kind of silly, but i couldn't help but notice the last time you kissed me, you kept both eyes open. Well, can you tell me what does that mean? If you're lookin' over your shoulder, then you don't need to be with me and i don't need to hold on. Don't let me stop you from doin' what you wanna do, you don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool. Take no chance, get over you, just don't let me stop you. If you wanna leave, you can leave, just don't pretend that you're into me if it ain't true. I'm mad at things i can take, got a high threshold for pain, but let's get one thing straight, i'm not down to share you with anyone and if this not what you're lookin' for, nice knowing you, but there's the door, 'cause i know that i can find someone who'll give me what i want. Even if i end up broken hearted, i won't lie, i don't wanna hear goodbye, but either way i'll be alright."