i love you and nothing can change it!

If anyone ask, i'll tell them we both just moved on and when people all stare, i pretend that i don't hear them talk. Whenever i see you, i'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue, pretend i'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing's wrong! Is it over yet? can i open my eyes? is this as hard as it gets? is this what it feels like to really cry? If anyone ask, i'll tell them we just grew apart and what would i care if they believe me or not. Whenever i feel your memory is breaking my heart.. I'm talking in circles, i'm lying, they know it, so why won't this just all go away? :(