know, i'm tired of this city, tired of this house, tired of always see the same people, tired of everything! No one is aware how i'm feeling, and i prefer that is so, why i do not know what happened to me, i do not know what's happening, and i do not know why i can not again be the same as before.. I swear that i'm trying, but i can not. '-' I want to go back to fun, get back out without compromise, to be happy, but it seems that each time 'seems' that all this worked out, all this back to be like before, something or someone comes and changes everything and i can handle not more so, it can handle! I just wanted someone to whom i knew i could trust, someone who really make me well, someone who really make me understand that life is so complicated that way. I can handle not more so, and i can not stay for long. I know that many people will not understand nothing of what is written here, much less what i'll do, or what will happen .. but i already tired of talking talking talking and never act, tired! Finally, the top of all that i want some people to know that i love the most, that these people i'll take you forever to me. :*